A thought by John Ortberg from his
book, The Me I Want to Be (p. 113).
Zondervan. Kindle Edition. (Click on the book title to go to Amazon.com to
buy the book.)
It really is, isn’t it?
John says, “You don’t need to know
more from the Bible; you just need to do what you already know.
“We don’t become doers on
our own, of course. As we read the Scripture, we ask the Spirit to help us understand
what to do in response, and the intersection of what the Scriptures teach and
how our lives unfold will give us a never-ceasing stream to actually do what
Jesus says. And when we forget, another chance will come along. ”
He goes on,“I was picking up a prescription one
Saturday afternoon before a church service, and because I was in a hurry, I had
called the night before to make sure it would be there. But when I got there,
the man behind the counter told me it wouldn’t be ready until the next week.
Apparently. there was a mix-up between the medical people, the insurance
people, and the pharmaceutical people.
“‘But I’ve got to have it,’ I replied.
I was scheduled to leave the United States the next day.
“‘Well, it’s not ready,’ the clerk
said.
“‘But the automated system told me last
night it would be ready today.’
“‘There is a flaw in the automated
system then,’ he told me.
“All of a sudden I felt unbelievable
anger well inside me. A
flaw in the system? I wanted to say, There’s a flaw in you! I didn’t say that, because people from my church
might have been around. (That is an occupational hazard of being a pastor.) But
with every gesture and tone that I could, I expressed contempt and irritation
with the man behind the counter. I didn’t simply feel anger, I wanted
to feel it. I indulged it. I wanted to make him feel small. I was amazed at my
own ugliness.”
John continued, “When I returned to
the church, I opened a Bible in my office and read a single phrase — ‘love one
another’ (John 13:34) — and had to call a friend to tell him there was an inner
jerk inside me that’s scary.
“Then, after I got back from my trip,
I went to the pharmacy to tell the man behind the counter I was sorry for being
so irritated and how much I appreciated his help.
“And I was back in the flow.”
And we’ve been there, haven’t we? But we also know that it isn't the best place to be, is it?
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