A thought
by Erwin Raphael McManus (2003-09-04) from his book, Uprising: A Revolution of the Soul (Kindle Locations 1466-1467).
Thomas Nelson. Kindle Edition.
I
have been going through something that I haven’t gone through for a while. I am retired, but my wife. Margaret is still
working and will probably be working for another 8 or 9 years. Now I have usually lived with the idea that
no matter what did we would make it. I
have lived really without fear but I’m not really doing so well now. I’m having some fear of when we are both
retired if we will have enough.
We
have moved many different times clear across the country to start a new church
with no sense of fear. We did it because
we believed God was calling us to do it.
We didn’t do it for us but we did it for Him. He has always taken care of us. Our faith has always been rewarded.
Now
this blog has been a good time of reflection.
I started writing this earlier in a coffee shop in Old Pasadena which is
about a mile and a half away. I stopped
writing and had the sense that I needed to start walking home and start praying
and reflecting on what I was feeling and fearing. What I came up with is that fear no matter
what it is robs us of really living and that God is still interested in my life
even at 65+ and He will take care of me.
No matter what is ahead, He can be trusted.
I needed that reinforced in my life at this stage of my
life.
What about you?
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